If you can imagine the stress an anxiety of starting a new job for a new company feeling iller than you have ever felt before in your life. Although i started an hour later than normal at 10am i still felt awful and slept atrociously. Yesterday i had 4 sleeps throughout the day and was still tired and asleep by 9pm i was knackered and tonight i was having peculiar dreams and sweating like you have never seen someone sweat before whilst feeling sore to the touch and dithering with feeling cold. I tried to rally and think myself fit but i had the first 90 minutes of my day on a teams call which i spent a vast majority of it semi hunched over in pain as i was having terrible stomach cramps.
In my mind i just kept giving myself pep talks and saying that i have just got to get through today, just get through today and i was only working until 6pm so a shorter day, just get through today. The good news is that i managed to power through to 6pm but what happened post 6pm is a blur as i went to bed and just slept through till the next day. I was very grateful to Mum this morning who had contacted her work to start 30 minutes later so she could go up to the pharmacy to get me to some sort of medication.
She was sent back with a wild selection of Morocco pick me ups. There wasn’t any Imodium so they sent some other stuff that looked like little brown tablets along with some paracetamol and some Codeine. The plan today was to take as much medication as allowed and see if that can start to change the direction of how i was feeling. In theory all of those things should have bunged me up but none of them did throughout the day. One of the positives of being in a motorhome is that you are never to far from the bathroom, one of the disadvantages of the motorhome is that you are never too far from the bathroom and also having to empty said bathroom when your feeling as ill as i am.
