Been to see my Mum today. Let me tell you one thing, that is one brave brave brave woman and i am so so proud of her. With what she is going through. Honestly, her positive outlook is infectious and is so so so commendable. I just the bones of her. It is so sobering though to think that there is absolutely nothing that i can do. I could win the Euro Millions and it would mean nothing. It is so so frustrating. I am trying to come to terms with it but it will probably never make sense to me.
We flirted with the idea of changing our name on social media and losing Only Vans and moving to something a little bit more sensible but the overwhelming consensus was to keep the name. The thing is that you never lose the first name it is a bit like Starburst to me they still get called Opel Fruits. So we thought we would let you guys decide. To be honest i like the Only Vans name and i cannot imagine me calling us anything different.
I cannot believe how bad the weather has been this summer, we were really lucky once we got back from Morocco for a few weeks but since then it has been absolutely awful. We did dodge a bad weather bullet at Dubbed Out festival to be fair as that could have been a lot worse. But i think it has rained now everyday for about 6 weeks. It is doing my head in. Even in Northern France it looks crap. It looks to be picking up next week. It is mad tough looking at the TV and seeing all about heat waves and we are getting tidal waves.
